the begining of life

When we are first born we are all inocent. But as we grow to be older children, then teens, and at last adults some of us become sinful while the rest of us live our lives gods way. At times I think of chooseing wrong and some times I do but it always comes back to haunt me. There are are time that we feel lost and like we can't find our ways but the lord is always watching us. I feel as though I have lived the first of my life badly and with out a doubt i feel like a fallen angel because I have fallen from Gods way and i need to repent so i write this in hope that no one makes the choices I made and that they live their lives faithfully they and to those who have their own beliefs then stay true to them.